I love you mum and I miss you so much
Dealing with your loss is just very painful
It is so difficult to go through the day without having you close to me
I am so sorry for the nerve-racking days
I have given you with my sickness, attitude, studies
With just being me
You have always been there for me
You stood by me every single moment
During my childhood sickness
In the hospital even before and after
You worked three jobs to make sure I am healthy, happy, and educated
You always told me the best gift in your life is seeing me graduate
And I am happy I granted you that wish mama
Your liberated me
You guided me
You gave me choices
You allowed me to make my own mistakes
You always encouraged me and believed in my ambitions
You simply trusted me
You never complained
You always smiled
You were there for everyone except yourself
How selfish I feel for ever causing you pain
For making it difficult to raise me up
I’m only good and successful because of you, Mama
I have to admit to you how much I feel
So weak and vulnerable without you
You’re the greatest mum anyone could ever have
I don’t know what I have done in my life
To deserve a loving mother like you
So many sacrifices
How can any one person go as far as you did
I hope I was the deserving daughter
I hope I was the friend in your life
Like you were to me
I wish I can be like you Mum
I know by my weakness
I am not honoring you
I am trying hard
I miss our small moments together Mama
I miss your touch
I miss hearing you say “everything will be alright. You can do it.”
You taught me everything I need to know Mama
Except how to live without you
I pray to god that you are resting in peace and serenity
In my heart there is a selfish wish of hoping
That peaceful place will be home with us
I will always cherish the memories
And lessons of our lives together
I will always live up to be the woman
You always believed in
I am my mother’s daughter
I love you
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