http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/ What's on the minds of young leaders from around the globe? en-us http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/18632 any way, my real point is that IT is great but stupid lil chat things and networking web sites are drainning us of interpersonal* connections. at least that's how it feels to me. how many people actually write letters any more? i try to write some to my friends in Toronto, but we don't really keep up with it. And the phone has sort of become oblivious. Very rarely do people around me seem to actually call each other. perhaps it's just my friends, but it's still a valid point. It all seems a lil fucked. Everyone seems to just talk through msn, aim, icq or the thousands of other chat sites and messenger services available. that's my rant, i hope you enjoyed it and i'm really looking forward to peoples feedback.]]> Fri, 06 Aug 2004 20:59:00 EDT http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/18632 48.7833333 -123.748.7833333-123.7 http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/18362
TOPIA: The School of Sustainable Community Building Presents.... WHERE NATURE MEETS CULTURE...
July 23rd, 7:00pm Friday SIERRA CLUB, 3rd
Floor - 733 Johnson Street,
Victoria, BC
July 27th, 7:00pm Tuesday OUR ECOVILLAGE, Shawnigan
Lake, BC
A slideshow presentation looking at vibrant working examples of Permaculture
design, sustainable land management models, and ecovillages from around the
world.
Costs: $15
]]> Tue, 27 Jul 2004 19:18:00 EDT http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/18362 48.7833333 -123.748.7833333-123.7 http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/18230 Such a useful tool should not be this hard to use. But i think the problem is garbage. Websites update or cease to exist, people disappear, picutre get taken down but when you search on gooogle it's still there. Wouldn't it be nice if things that were no longer up and running were taken off your search results? is there some other search engine that does this? has someone developed a program that does this? if not someone should! but not me, i have problems with computers. SO why am I a member? to learn and post stupid updates like this.
ciao
Shi]]> Tue, 20 Jul 2004 14:48:00 EDT http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/18230 48.7833333 -123.748.7833333-123.7 http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/17743 ]]> Tue, 29 Jun 2004 13:46:00 EDT http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/17743 48.7833333 -123.748.7833333-123.7 http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/15813
and that is it.
no words of wisdome, no complaints, and no poems. just a simple statement... oops, guess that not true any more!
]]> Tue, 20 Apr 2004 19:05:00 EDT http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/15813 48.7833333 -123.748.7833333-123.7 http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/13910 I feel like that a lot. I think i'm a procrastinator. It's more of i just feel discouraged. A feeling of having few resources and little inspiration. Living in a small community on top of a mountain gives me the perfect excuse to be a procrastinator. Well, at least to myself. I always thought of myself as more of an activist. but i guess not.
I just don't like doing anything alone. I perfer to work in a group or with a friend. But if i really wanted to make a difference would that really matter? ARGH! So, I'm on a search for local orginizations to be involved in and actually make a difference. Ther is a Red Cross club at my school. I went to one meeting at the beginning of the year. I'm thinking of perhaps starting a Key Club next year. I'm already a member, but htat was when i was inToronto.. hmm. so much to do it's over whelming, perhaps that is what my problem is?

Whenever people form TIG talk to me they have somuch to say, so much to do. I've stopped listening. INfact i usually just get irritated now. I feel bad But I'm mad at me self and don't kow what to do abut it.

I think i seem to wallow in self pitty in all my updates. But i'm really a much more positive person! heh... I just get very over whelmed very easily. and a more then a little grumbley.
I hope that some one out there is from Vancoucer Island BC and would like to volunteer and do intresting helpful things with me! it would be nice.
peace love unity
]]> Sun, 01 Feb 2004 18:15:00 EST http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/13910 48.7833333 -123.748.7833333-123.7 http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/13813 ciao
Shiyana]]> Tue, 27 Jan 2004 21:54:00 EST http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/13813 48.7833333 -123.748.7833333-123.7 http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/13288 that's it for now. and please excuse the swearing, i'm using it to emphasize how i feel.]]> Sun, 04 Jan 2004 00:25:00 EST http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/13288 48.7833333 -123.748.7833333-123.7 http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/12591 Fri, 05 Dec 2003 19:52:00 EST http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/12591 48.7833333 -123.748.7833333-123.7 http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/12590 Fri, 05 Dec 2003 19:46:00 EST http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/12590 48.7833333 -123.748.7833333-123.7 http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/12450 Sat, 29 Nov 2003 16:32:00 EST http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/12450 48.7833333 -123.748.7833333-123.7 http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/12311 or maybe over to europe? or how but just going south a little ways to the states?
I'm thinking that once I graduat, hopefully next year, I'll go to costa rica. My friend is done there right now working at a hotel that his brother is running. so have i got the hook up or what? http://216.10.20.3/~playalas/main.htm that's their web address. I'm very excited. I have yet to decide what I'm going to do wiht my life afer high school, so i figured a vacation was in order. I've never had alot of money and I've never been out side of canada. I've never been to the maritimes or to the territories. But i still plan on going back to toronto eventually. So now it's planning time. I'm trying to come up with what the average person spends on food, housing, clothing, etc... I can't decide if i want to rent with another person or not. Depenmding on what my relationship with my dad is at that point in time I might be able to score cheap housing in the up stairs apartment! ALL TO MYSELF! WOOT!
Anyhoo, this is what I've got so far for life in Toronto:
Rentincluding utilities(hopefully): shared 225-350
alone 450-500
Food: shared 150-200/month
alone 300/month
Internet: 40
Cable: 40

I'm not sure if I'll actually want the cable though. Unless i get the really expenzive 400 chanel dealy. But anyhoo, just thought i'd ask if anyone knows how much things cost. let me know. Oh, and does anyone live in Costa Rica?]]> Mon, 24 Nov 2003 19:47:00 EST http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/12311 48.7833333 -123.748.7833333-123.7 http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/12020 So if you have any ideas please let me know.]]> Wed, 12 Nov 2003 18:45:00 EST http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/12020 48.7833333 -123.748.7833333-123.7 http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/11745 I thinking I'm going to be spending Halloween with my mom. I told myself befor i got back to school that i was going to try and not make any friends. But it's lonely, and no one ever calls me. I eat my lunch by myself some days, in a corner reading a book. I have people I cna hang out wiht, but no real friends. I'm just here to graduate and then move back to Toronto. But it's still lonely and boring with no friends. I miss Toronto. All I can think about is all the great food there. Where can I get a chicken shwarma in Mill Bay? I can't! Argh! I guess I'll go to Eugene's in Victoria and get a Souvlaki, it's the closest I can come to a Shwarma. any-hoo, just felt like sharing.]]> Wed, 29 Oct 2003 18:49:00 EST http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/11745 48.7833333 -123.748.7833333-123.7 http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/11705 Mon, 27 Oct 2003 20:41:00 EST http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/11705 48.7833333 -123.748.7833333-123.7 http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/11596 I also e-mailed a very cool friend of my moms, who is into making movies/films/whatev.
I want music, and clips fromt he news, and people reading it, maybe one line for a minute lonmg clip? but who really knows. we'll see how it feels.]]> Tue, 21 Oct 2003 21:41:00 EDT http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/11596 48.7833333 -123.748.7833333-123.7 http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/11595 I don't think canada is reall know for telling people what to do though.
Should we blam fast food or our selves?]]> Tue, 21 Oct 2003 21:38:00 EDT http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/11595 48.7833333 -123.748.7833333-123.7 http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/11531 Thu, 16 Oct 2003 21:32:00 EDT http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/11531 48.7833333 -123.748.7833333-123.7 http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/11402 gleaming glass towers
acid rain showers
cheese wiz, beer and white bread
taking sleeping pills befor we go to bed
half the nation on prozac
whatch the army attack
maybe it's time to take a step back
take a look around
your sourndings may astound
it's a brave new world
straightened or curled?
green, purple or brown?
chaning eye colour for a night on the town
go faster work harder be a better person
no more burning in the sun
now you can fake it
fake fake fake
we try and ecsape
blaming the ozone problem on cows that farted
secretly tryin to get back to where we started
perhaps we've been out smarted?
impossible, we are supreme
but no longer a team
we live for the unreal dream
but it's all coming apart at the seam
you bought the house the car
tomorrow you'll be a star!
or at least look like one
oh, gee golly what fun!
have we really won?
not in the long run
brizilian waxes
endless faxes
everyone knows where mac's is
7/11 or payless?
do we really pay less
how much does it cost to feel
to cop a feel?
cold hearts and eyes like steal


i was kind picturing this as like an audio visual thing. like, with different sound clips from TV and such pieved together for certain things and then like some one reading other parts. i dunno, came up with as i was falling asleep last night.
]]> Wed, 08 Oct 2003 20:10:00 EDT http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/11402 48.7833333 -123.748.7833333-123.7 http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/11401 why bother with the rest? I've never understood it. yet we all go through and we all suffer through it, and we all pretend that it's ok. that's just part of life we say. why? we all have to go through it. why? you have to suffer for your art.
My friend told me that we only appreciate what we have if we get it taken away from us. We take so much for granted. But are we incabable of just enjoying what we have around us? the constan search for more...]]> Wed, 08 Oct 2003 19:49:00 EDT http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/11401 48.7833333 -123.748.7833333-123.7 http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/11380 just wondering peoples thoughts about that.
I'm feeling all confused rightnow because i really like this person that I haven't even really had one conversation with.]]> Tue, 07 Oct 2003 17:51:00 EDT http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/11380 48.7833333 -123.748.7833333-123.7 http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/11269 I had the most amazing discussion with my friend Gabby today. We talked about society and how we wish things were, so i wanted to come express my opinion on here. But if i do who's going to get mad at me next? I know I'm not supposed to worry about what other people think, but it hurts. It hurts every time some tells me I'm wrong, or stupid, or i don't know what I'm talking about. It hurts every time some is too closed minded to listen what I'm saying or atleast discuss instead of dismissing. The sharing of our idea, our curiousity, our thinking forward and planning for the future are what makes humans unique, but we're loosing it.
that's it for now]]> Tue, 30 Sep 2003 22:59:00 EDT http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/11269 48.7833333 -123.748.7833333-123.7 http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/11139 Tue, 23 Sep 2003 22:51:00 EDT http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/11139 48.7833333 -123.748.7833333-123.7 http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/11138 Tue, 23 Sep 2003 22:41:00 EDT http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/11138 48.7833333 -123.748.7833333-123.7 http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/10554 Mon, 18 Aug 2003 01:11:00 EDT http://DarkAngel001.tigblog.org/post/10554 48.7833333 -123.748.7833333-123.7