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...()()()... SBS

Thu, 20 Jun 2002 09:35:00 EDT

John Safran's Music Jamboree starts Monday June 24 at 8:30pm. [www.musicjamboree.com]
SBS. your world is an amazing place. [sbs.com.au]

Find this Avant card: hearing your favourite music can speed up recovery from a coma. Fill in the details of the card opposide and pop it in your wallet. Then, in case of come, put the music on and turn it up. :brilliant.
because i dont have a scanner... it looks like this:

______________COMA CARD_______________
...in the event that i may pass into a
coma for some unexpected reason, please
wake me with the song:
....(fill fav song)....................
signed:................. date:.........
_______________________________________

its brilliant! i love it!

KYLIE MINGOUE IS CRAP! [vote here!]

Tue, 18 Jun 2002 03:17:00 EDT

as the ongoing debate between Grant, Jace and myself continues... i thought i'd throw it to the world...

YES or NO... DO YOU LIKE KYLIE MINOGUE? ...for whatever reason... Grant thinks she's hot =o

[...oh yes i am...]

Tue, 11 Jun 2002 01:02:00 EDT

*glances vaguely at pile of maths texts, ruler and fancy calculator*

tomorrow i have a Maths exam... BUT ONTO MORE IMPORTANT THINGS!

...like... coffee... and interent buddies... and peoples birthdays on the weekend and going to melbourne in a few weeks and seeing vicotrian people and JACE...yes jace. you. i WILL see u whether you like it or love it or not =op

...and maths...

its very very cold here. i bought 3 movies on saturday...
1> memento
2> mall boy
3> almost famous
i'd only seen almost famous... and i love it... i attempted to watch memento saturday nite... but fell asleep (i'd had a hard night of drunken scrabble playing!) ...and i watched mallboy today. its okay :)...well i like it...!

...then maths...

my birthday is on july 14. thats almost a month till i'm 17. which means its almost a year till i'm 18. splendor. ..speaking of splendor! ...splendor in the grass =D ...so who's coming? ...shall be great!

...and maths.

=:=i GUESS i should do it. nowish. =:=

...and i appologise for my posting of...previousness... but if ur bored, knock urself out!

[i'm lazy]

Tue, 11 Jun 2002 00:53:00 EDT

*Take The Gap Toothed Celebrity Test!*

Others see you as someone they should "handle with care".

You are mistakenly seen as vain and self-centered, when you are very extroverted and extremely dominant.

Others may admire you, wishing they could be more like you,

but don't always trust you,

hesitating to become too deeply involved with you. When you are trusted you are a great friend!

This stong idealist values friendship highly, and will never give up on those
she loves.

What Obernewtyn Character
are you?

Primary Ability: Futureteller Futuretellers have an uncanny knack of knowing what is going to happen, well before anybody else. Alot of futuretellers have truedreams, whereas some, like Brydda, have what they call a 'sixth sense'. Futuretellers are usually very quiet, and reserved, yet they are loyal and trustworthy.

Secondary Ability: Farseeker Farseekers posses the ability to communicate over great distances via telepathy. They are great friends who know when they're needed, and seem to be able to detect others thoughts.
What is your Misfit Talent?

Wut Danny are ya?

..so there

she's on a roll.... yes! a roll... one of those new 'subway' ones... mmm...garlic

Thu, 09 May 2002 09:17:00 EDT

Your past life diagnosis:
--------------------
I don't know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation.
You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Mongolia around the year 1550.
Your profession was that of a chemist, alchemist or poison manufacturer.
--------------------
Your brief psychological profile in your past life:
You were a sane, practical person, a materialist with no spiritual consciousness. Your simple wisdom helped the weaker and the poor.
--------------------
The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:
You should develop self-love and ability to implant hope into hearts of people. Ambition is not everything. True wealth is buried in your soul.

worth waiting for.

Thu, 09 May 2002 09:09:00 EDT

you dont actually need a POINT
to be worth listening to

just as long as you are
interesting along the way :)

a TRUE friend is... someone who loves you no matter how crap an 'Update' you post :D

Thu, 09 May 2002 09:03:00 EDT

today i bought my very first mobile phone [yes indeedy, i am going for the misleading headline approach ;)]

i am in fear of becoming a.......*gulp*..... yuppie!

now that i have a job... i have money. and it burns a hole through my pocket.

what about SAVING you may ask?! "saving can go to hell!" says the little yuppie shopper inside of me as she builds up my mobile phone bill...although its prepaid... MWWAHAHAHAHA to her when it runs out =oD ...her name is Lucinda. she will be the death of me. or the beginning of lots of debt.

just because i have a job makes me think i can buy things and then pay them back later... which you can, of course... when you dont spend all your money buying something else =o|

my twenty things.

Sun, 05 May 2002 09:10:00 EDT

hmm, well my 20 people if i had to start the world over 9this is for jace...and everyone reading it. YOU!)

20 people... including me. 10 guys, 10 girls. thats too many people for me to handle. but anyway.

...ME. um, maynard from tool, my dear friend adam (as long as he cleans up his view of relationships) dan cuz he is the best hugger in the world after me, ....jace cuz its his idea :p and he is one of the only people who can rant as long as i on any fairly given subject. Katie noonan from george. and mebbe shakira. i like her alot ;) hehe. tim freedman from the whitlams and i've decided also justin, danny and adam from tool aswell.
thats 8 guys and 3 girls. would it not make more sense to have more females than males? to make it grow quicker??
hmm. well. i'd have a female who is a really good cook, i mean GREAT-who knows how to make AND the history behind food, which links up with a knowledge of world history as well :)... that means that she can still have kids AND cook and teach...so like a female Jamie Oliver (Naked Chef). 4 women. i'd have a male and female doctor. one of each... mebbe one can be a surgeon. either way one of each.
which leaves me 5 females and 1 male left. i'd have 2 more women who are builders(who need to have plumbing/electrical/etc skills), or something of the like... maybe builder/architects. to make shelter. 3 women. one woman who is really fit and athletic, to be a main hunter person (i'm picturing this new civilisation as the most basic) so she'd have srength and agility and speed and all that. 2 women. i'd have a woman who can sew really well. well need protection(clothes)....its a basic. as well as blankets shoes and etc. 1 woman. 1 man.

this one man and woman i save for later.

[thank you for gettting my brain circling again jace]

{jarra}

Fri, 03 May 2002 08:21:00 EDT

he flies
across the sky
[really he does!]

he flies
through my brain
[not so really but i ponder him often enough]

he flies
through the air
[with the greatest of ease]

...no thats the man on the flying trapeze. ah well, he DOES know how to breakdance :)

PS. [for the tool fans] i had a friend once, he took some acid, now he thinks he's a fire engine, its okay until he pisses on your lighter, kind smells kinda cool kinda funny anyway. i had a friend once, he took some ecstasy, tried to marry me and everyone in the room, kind loving, sorta caring, kinda friend to f--k my lazy boy. it got a bit messy all of the curtains, armchair covers, rug, pillows and carpet.............SATAN! SATAN!

{jace}

Mon, 29 Apr 2002 09:03:00 EDT

i cant seem to fly anymore either.

well now...

Mon, 29 Apr 2002 09:01:00 EDT

i feel that if i post copious amounts of rambling, people will perhaps comment. but if you ask..they dont... and yet if you dont, they dont. hmm. i shall now dwell.

I SHALL NOT DWELL!! =oD

BELIEVE

Sat, 27 Apr 2002 22:20:00 EDT

Everyone should read this and realise. I couldn't have said this better myself. And by everyone I mean EVERYONE at all.

~Believe - John Butler~

There's no need to cry
Just hold your head up high
All you got do do is believe
In yourself
Cos there will be no-one else
Who would ever leave
You alone anymore
Cos in yourself you be sure
In who you'd be
Exactly who you are
Cos you could go so far
All you got to do is believe

Take sometime with yourself
Think about someting else
If you cannot be thankful for
What you got
Cos take a look around
IT IS ALL SO BEAUTIFUL
So what the hell is there to worry
about
Worry about Worry about...

There's no need to worry
Run around in a scurry
All you got to do is believe
In the universe
Cos this man it always works
All you got to do is release
All your expecetations
In any situation
All you got to do is see
That it's all taking place
In it's own grace
All you got to do is believe

Take sometime with yourself
Think about someting else
If you cannot be thankful for
What you got
Cos take a look around
IT IS ALL SO BEAUTIFUL
So what the hell is there to worry
about?
Worry about Worry about.

wooowoo! WYLDE CLYDE!

Sat, 27 Apr 2002 09:41:00 EDT

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83%

I am 83% worshipable! And you? Find out!

[cest moi!]

Thu, 11 Apr 2002 04:47:00 EDT

which children's storybook character are you?

this quiz was made by colleen

which "monty python and the holy grail" character are you?

this quiz was made by colleen

...but who are you?

the people's choice is......??

Mon, 01 Apr 2002 08:39:00 EST

okay, i need ur advice. whoever you may be. jarra jace susheela marcel notneo....YOU! whomever you are...

[here is the situation]

this is a guy who i have been with ('going out', 'together', 'dating', 'seeing' whatever) for a week and a bit, although it seems like ages.

...he's a guy who i met through some other friends, who i met through another [boyfriend]...

today he came over and i was wearing my most favourite hat/beanie ever [jarra- the one i got at woodford that utterly rocks and is rainbow and from nepal and long and funky and cool] ....and so he goes 'can i wear it' and i goes 'okay' and he does and then he wants to borrow it cuz they are about to drive away, so's i say as long as you bring it back tonight and he's all yeeeeeah!! and promised.
and now its verging on midnight and he hasnt come back. i knwo its little but if i cant even trust him to do something as simple as that... well what then?

aaalso, whenever we go out, or he comes over... its like this big avoidance of 'touching' ....ie, in ANY way at all. its weirdness.

i shall call it a 'pretzel' relationship. cuz whenever i try and talk to him something always gets in the way..... its not always his faught. but yeah

Dear Dr love.... i like this guy alot, he's so nice and sweet and good as soooooooooo so many things.... what do i do?!...From a girl who always Hopelessly falls for guys who are baaaaaaaad bad bad for her.

INTRODUCING.......MY SISTER!

Sat, 30 Mar 2002 03:17:00 EST

[Leena]

is here. sitting. staring. wondering what i'm going to write. laughing when i type something wrong and have to go back to change it. chanting 'WONDING' cuz wondering came out wrong. giggling. like the 14 year old she is. laughing. pointing at me. 'noooooooo! dont write pointing,' she says. 'dooont send it!!' 'i shake my fist at me'?????!!!
[right]
she has hair.
she is being a fool.
a FOOOOOOOOOL. "i'm a fool again! A FOOL AGAIN!....no. fooligan. f-o-o-l-i-g-a-n" and "its i shake my fist at THEEE. change it or i'll press delete. you put 3 'e's on the end."
[meh]
i say deliver me from younger sisters and their vocal chords.
"LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!"
[meh]
i SPOSE this wasnt as great as it planned. be prepaired for part 2.
[goodnight]

time is melting away. like a Dali painting =o|

Wed, 27 Mar 2002 06:44:00 EST

....soooo....

what are you going to do about it?

...sit there?

>>[i say..DONT!]<<

go out....DO SOMETHING. help a homeless kid or make food for old people. i dont care. make an effort

[i'm not saying you ARENT already...but lots of people dont]

sooo. love life. people. everything.... yes, even the crap things, there is a lesson to be learnt.

some of you may be thinking... OOOH! birra's changed, she's quite the little optimist today...

i'm a realist. and today i feel nice. and motivated. pity its about time i went to sleep and its raining and...well... things cant be done.

[so i'll draw instead]

<*><*><*><*><*> <*><*><*><*><*>
<*><*><*><*>NEW!!!!<*><*><*><*>
<*><*> today, i realised <*><*>
<*><*> that the word <*><*>
<*><*> AMUSE comes from <*><*>
<*><*> the word MUSE. <*><*>
<*><*>and i felt special.<*><*>
<*><*><*>SOYay for ME!<*><*><*>
<*><*><*><*><*> <*><*><*><*><*>

happiness is a myth we seek.

Thu, 21 Mar 2002 04:03:00 EST

i spose i succeeded. 7 replies. special. but its not what i aim for.

what do i aim for??

***tooooomorrow! tomorrow! i luv ya! tooomorrow! yoooour only a daaaaaaaay aaaaawaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!***

so its tomorrow it seems. and beef. i am liking beef.
yet stuggling with the thought of eating an animal that never did anything to deserve it.

battle battle...
should i tell HIM that i love him, and risk the friendship?
battle battle...
should i tell everyone what i REALLY think of them, and risk them turning away.

i want to tell the truth. speak truth! be truth!
but the truth hurts and people dont like it when i'm true to them.

lose a friend... tell them the truth.
keep a friend... tell a lie.

lies a fabricated.
and fabrication and fakeness is what i'm fighting against.

then WHY should i have to do something i do not want to do or like in the slightest JUST to make someone else happy?

its just like wearing the 'fashionable clothes' or going to the 'in' places and parties.

what if i dont want to?
did anybody ask me?

-no-

maybe its time they heard the truth.

I FRUSTRATE when...

Mon, 18 Mar 2002 19:03:00 EST

i pour my heart out in an update...
...and its all good.
...and i'm satisfied for once.

and then i put a graphic in.
ITS TOO BIG!
{back} i click.

BOOM! its gone. my brilliant update. into nothing.

just another example of the simplicity of losing it all.

do i hate at all? [or it all]

Mon, 18 Mar 2002 19:01:00 EST

i DO hate...
...not being about to be with or even see the person i love most.

and even MORE...
...not being about to tell them that i love them to their face.

i DO hate...
...people they say they hate something when its just dislike.

and even MORE...
...people who hate things for no apparent or very shallow reasons.

i only DISLIKE...
...most things i would too easily say i hate.

and even MORE...
...when i say i hate them.

.........................these are dots.
-------------------------these are dshes.

what makes a dot better than a dash?
or vice-versa?

///hate is uncalled for\
\we need understanding///

...this is why i want my island. sit there. with the one person i love the most. and just be. and create happiness and beauty. and we'll deserve it :)

what gets the hits ?!

Mon, 11 Mar 2002 18:58:00 EST

==my shoes tell a story===

where ive been. what ive done. who ive done it with.
the good.the GREAT.the less great. and, of course, the crap.

BUT THESE SHOES.....are mostly goodness. and i am lucky.
although i dont believe in luck. so that now causes a problem. if theres been so many good things in life that have thrown themselves at me, and its not luck, then what is it?
of course theres all the bad times too. and maybe thats just my pesimistic mind getting me back. but i'm NOT PESSIMISTIC....i'm just a realist.
i see. i hear. i experience. i know.

...wrestlessnestling...

Wed, 06 Mar 2002 05:00:00 EST

i dont know what to do! i dont know where i am!

...and then i'm here. again. at home sitting at my computer, the same old one that crashes everytime i try to use winamp and msn messenger at the same time.

...i need variation. I NEED A LIFE.

...i have a life. where did it go?!

...consumed by year 12. stuff i dont need to do and crap i dont need to know.

...noone is online.

...its lonely where theres no one in the REAL WORLD. even more when there's none in Neo-ville.

...suddenly they are all here!!!!...lots. lots... cOmFuZZiOns.

...music getting. read it all. make the cut. get the part. be famous. be a star. make the money. be a star. have the pictures. be a star. use the drug. be a star.

...turn on the light. turn it off. sleep. sleep. eat. consume. consume it all. burn it all down.

...end. finished. final. zippo....LIGHTER FUEL!! :D

...~flaaaames~ of goodness. fire dancing round. watch me go! watch me happy! watch me dance! watch me fly!...away...

...sunfall. night time. moon time. star time. NOT sleep time. walk time. BE time. music time. dance time. peace time. calm time. cool time (like COLD time).

...sunrise. light time. sun time. hot time. grow time. sleep time. plant time. waste time. use time. consume time.

...burn BABY burn! turn me on ten. i want you i need you oh baby oh baby.

...isnt it ironic? ALL of it.

...ITS ALL THERE! there for you. there for me. there for EVERYONE!! take it use it dont abuse it.

...make it come! make it STOP! runnning round and round and round and ROUND and rooooooooooound my head. its all there. but its not there. its....

...THERE!!!

...the line! its gone! its all gone. aGAIN!

...running. running. running away. running away, find a new day.

...darkness. blackness. its back....hah lay loo yah!

...it IS all there...

its just so easy to lose it all when a sober driver can crash a car.

Mon, 18 Feb 2002 02:18:00 EST

knowing your are about to die mustn't be fun, because thinking you are sure isn't.
THUS, the story of my weekend.
some friends and i were driving out to a friends place at flagstone creek (out of town) and we were about along flagstone creek Rd...about 50 metres from his drivway.
he lost it on a turn and the car ran up an embankment, and flipped over twice. it landed on the roof and i couldnt get my seatbelt off so i was just hanging there for a few minutes. so. i was in a car accident. i got a cut on my head...and my ribs and spine are twisted out of whack.
but thats the worst of everyones injuries.
mentally i'm screwed over. like totally. but i'll be okay.
he car is TOTALED. its like smashed to the max. and it was lukes mum's car. it wasnt ensured for luke to drive it, he was aloud to but now he'll have to pay for the damage. ...i'd hate to be him.

~WE~ were lucky. the driver wasnt on drugs or drunk or anything... he was in full control. but think how easy it is for everything to be pulled away from you that quickly.

telling people you love them is one thing you should do everyday. because you never know when your last chance is, and its the most important thing for them to know.

[i love you]

my world is one giant fight club

Tue, 12 Feb 2002 02:49:00 EST

as i AM obsessed with fight club, and it IS ~THE BEST~ movie i've EVER seen (yes better than lord of the rings) so much comes down to the morals and values that fight club...or project mayhem... is based around. i'm doing advertising in my Film TV class... and looking at our local commmunity and English... as well as studying texts in Extension English(Literature)... i just realised i dont really have a point. BUT... i think i'm just saying FIGHT CLUB ROCKS OUT. i need to find the book and read it (anyone got a copy...?)

HERE << http://www.selectsmart.com/FREE/select.php?client=fightclub >> is a URL. its for a thingo which tells you which fight club person you are i'm marla. cuz i rock out (....thus the picture!) have a go and tell me what you are!

try this....RED. BLUE. PURPLE.

Wed, 06 Feb 2002 07:17:00 EST

hehe, new colour scheme....
try reading the date and time posted...look at the red and the blue writing... trippy hey!!

...i had a weird day today... in a badish way... since i got home i downloaded 52 new winamp skins. its like therapy. very nice :)

whats YOUR therapy?