http://limunitz.tigblog.org/ What's on the minds of young leaders from around the globe? en-us http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/224819 Anyway, I'm flying aftertomorrow and today AIESEC friends made me a "surprise" party :), flowers and good music are waiting for me. I'm going to dance tonight, since I havent doing it since some time ago.
My sister is still with me and I refuse to think about the moment when I'm going to hug her before she'll step in the buss, for leaving. It's going to kill me.

Such intenssive moments lately!]]> Fri, 29 Jun 2007 11:43:00 EDT http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/224819 http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/221407 Who would ever though? :) I still remember how TIG was hosting my first feeling about that country... my first emotions for my application and now... things are really happening.
Lumi, happy by choice.
]]> Thu, 21 Jun 2007 10:01:00 EDT http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/221407 http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/220115
Despide the fact that this month made me so powerless in front of so many events: driving licensee exam, graduation event, graduation party, thesis... , summed up: lots' of stories to tell....I couldnt find myself writing even 1 row on this blog. I couldnt gather myself and write even 1 word on a paper... nothing, zero... This morning, I felt that need of saying stuff, maybe just because I dont want to hear the voice of my room mate (that's another story, but does not worth to be said)...

Besides, I start to feel that mixture feelings between fear and happiness...
Now, when I'm thinking that I might not see these people never again, I feel how those shivers wander over my body and how my tears fill my cheeks...
I never expect one of my AIESEC mates to write me those words and to say such things about me... I was shocked.
Thank you, Z.]]> Mon, 18 Jun 2007 02:20:00 EDT http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/220115 http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/219963 While i was working on the thesis till the first morning light, he was there, 30 metres away, without saying a word... What kind of heart do you have? What kind of man you are?... I never seen this before, not even in movies, not even in those love stories... I never saw someone capable for sacrifice as you ... for someone that never deserve it... how wrong you were when u said to me that "you are worthing"... How wrong!...

I will never understand how far you can go... I will never understand who I was for you... and who I am for you ... that's what you always said to me.
How right you are and how little I feel in front of your love.


]]> Sun, 17 Jun 2007 15:43:00 EDT http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/219963 http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/217687 I just wake up and it's 3:17AM... and I feel that strong will to hug them...
that's all I need.That's all.
Again that fear of being away from them for one year.
... is it right what'am doing?
]]> Mon, 11 Jun 2007 20:17:00 EDT http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/217687 http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/212571 All I keep in my head is one picture - me standing proudly on the graduation stage - proud for my 4 years of university, proud for my thesis, proud for my results as a student. (The last one can't be fully done anymore :P, but it goes well with the rest of my ambitions ;) ) and if i want to feel this way - then I need to make my ideas reality.

The RACE starts NOW!

... I love the sky today!
Lumi]]> Thu, 31 May 2007 03:55:00 EDT http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/212571 http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/202367 Sat, 12 May 2007 06:45:00 EDT http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/202367 http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/188589 I want to know that you learnt to forget me...
I want to know that you learnt to post an entry without including me, but still to post it.

Supreme selfish,
...]]> Mon, 23 Apr 2007 17:33:00 EDT http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/188589 http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/184855 ... but you cannot achieve dreams sleeping.
I've been to work and I ended up at 3PM, then went to police for taking my papers, then I went to auto legislation classes...and when i came back it was 8PM already. The time was flying..
I promise to myself that tomorrow I'm going to take 2 free hours to see a good movie...
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and although all this just my sweet sister asked me how I am today.... :)]]> Wed, 18 Apr 2007 17:52:00 EDT http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/184855 http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/184139 Tue, 17 Apr 2007 14:32:00 EDT http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/184139 http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/182825 Feel energized with positive attitude and happy with my new laptop :).
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He's not changed at all.. even it was soo odd to say to him that i would like just to hold his hand. :)
He woudnt understand.]]> Sun, 15 Apr 2007 15:55:00 EDT http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/182825 http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/177545 I used to call it "my reflection time".
But today I feel like spending my afternoon with someone. It doesn't care who she/he is. The students dorms is empty. Everybody left home for holidays. So, there is nobody wandering. It smells as Easter and I'm still 540 km away of my family. Tomorrow, ehhhh, tomorrow I'm going home. Inshallah.
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2. What an experience I had yesterday! My chubby bold instructor asked me to drive on a principal road in Sibiu. It was my first day when I drove a car, how am I suppose to drive in such a circumstances, when road is full of trucks, big cars and taxi's that are hurrying to die? Such a speed! I was completely lost. Gosh know what he had in his head! But I enjoyed his "beauuuuutiful" when I'm going smoothly. He said I got the skill. ;)
]]> Fri, 06 Apr 2007 05:52:00 EDT http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/177545 http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/175609 At one moment, I felt like going to Crama, but nobody was waiting for me down stairs. Suddenly, I felt it even deeper how it's shutting down and I should accept it.
I felt like being alone, clearing my minds. 26 minutes walking on the same road to my student dorms. 3 years, yes since 3 years I'm doing this... and now the counter says that just a few times are left.
That silence. How many can be heard in that silence. Cars, perfumes, stars, words, barks... all in my head, walking... until I see that kids swing and jump on it. It became a habit lately to swing my thoughts in it, watching the stars and filling my shoes with silky sand, without even care.
Perhaps, my next answer to "What place do you like the most?" it will be "the place I call home - AIESEC Sibiu"...]]> Mon, 02 Apr 2007 18:22:00 EDT http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/175609 http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/175105 Start living your life, stop living mine !!!
Give me my freedom! I don't ask you to believe in me as a person. I know u never saw in me more than a child, a kid... my dreams were dust in wind for u...but I dont ask you to do it now. Just "remove" me from your life. It's all I ask.]]> Sun, 01 Apr 2007 18:59:00 EDT http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/175105 http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/174147 I went to work, doing nothing, I couldn't even focus on studying for my driver licensee exam. My thoughts were all over... thinking about AIESEC Sibiu.. thinking about how I joined this organization and how I got attached to its people.. this being the first thing that made me stay. I was little, naive and with an eager will for socializing, for meeting new people, for making my university time - the best time of my life.. And dunno how I succeed to stay with them for 3 years... ;)
... it was a second, one moment blown by the wind...
AIESEC Sibiu, my dear home Local Committee...

You will always be close to my heart, guys
.. and stop making me cryyyyyy for God sake. :)]]> Fri, 30 Mar 2007 14:38:00 EDT http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/174147 http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/173791 I'm the elect Member Country Vice President in Kyrgyzstan 2007-2008! Sandra just called me ... she was something like " Hello, Luminita, Congratulation, you are the new Vice President in AIESEC Kyrgyzstan responsible with Outgoing Exchange Management and Talent Management. And I was like shaking, trembling still with my eyes half closed and a messy hair..
Gosh, what a morning!!!
What'a morning!!
I still cannot believe. Nobody knows yet. To post about this on TIG it was the first thing I did after she gave me the answer.. We even talk little bit on msn, at the end of conversation she said "Bye, my dear MCVP" and i was like :)... You cant imagine, you definitely cant. I'm living it. I'm living ittttttttttttttttttt!!!!]]> Fri, 30 Mar 2007 00:55:00 EDT http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/173791 http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/173663 I feel like I'm abandoning my ex-blog and start falling in love with the TIG one... maybe I just needed some privacy, to feel as I'm talking with myself... Maybe I just need to feel unknown for a while.. Although so, there were a few viewers, who even left me some comments.
Hehehe, whoever you might be, all the best!]]> Thu, 29 Mar 2007 16:14:00 EDT http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/173663 http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/173585 She said
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Today.]]> Thu, 29 Mar 2007 13:10:00 EDT http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/173585 http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/173259 But I've starting tasting that feeling of guiltiness, because I kept this away of him. Not because he would stop me and not because he wouldn't understand, but because it will hurt him too much.. and that's killing me the mostl... but it seams that his first impression about me was a real after all: "you are selfish, egocentric.." hehe, I do miss those times.. innocence, fears and emotions gathered all in one moment with him.
His sms today totally melt my heart... it almost made me cry, even those words were so simple and so "everyday words", but I felt he really meant them.. and that which make me feel another knife inside my heart. I even forgot about the stomach ache that I got. I hate meat. I didn't eat meat since almost one year [just little exceptions.. as my mami's meals :) or hard times in AIESEC conferences], but today I felt like eating, and I did. And I suffered as I never did before, because of a simply meat. Damn it.
Time for diploma paper. :-) and yes, I feel exhausted, but happy :). Beside legislation lessons, everything what was established for today was DONE.
Tomorrow... another day with another list of TO DO's. ;)]]> Wed, 28 Mar 2007 17:08:00 EDT http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/173259 http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/172865
My schedule for tomorrow:

10:00 - Be at the Police office and do all the documents for Drivers School
11:00 - 14:00 School - Articles Writing Specialization with Bogdan
14:00 - Go to secretariat
14:30 - PRIMA - subscribing
15:30 - 17:30 - working on CEEDer Job Description
18:00 - 20:00 Legislation classes
20:00 - Go in the AIESEC office for Selection Crew Preparation
22:00 - Exhausted at home.. :-), but happy!]]> Tue, 27 Mar 2007 20:16:00 EDT http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/172865 http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/172519 Today Sandra mailed us and she said that due to some Internet issues that the Nigerian guy is experiencing, she couldn't have an interview with him. So, she couldn't take a final decision...yet. So, in one of these days, I will get the final answer...
uff, this "waiting" process...]]> Mon, 26 Mar 2007 18:01:00 EDT http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/172519 http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/172295 Good night, people.. ]]> Sun, 25 Mar 2007 18:48:00 EDT http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/172295 http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/172245 Anyway... going back to where I've started from.... again me and my PC...:) waiting for the day of tomorrow.
I applied for MC in Kyrgyzstan and I'm damn eager to find the final result. Even I promised to myself that I will not get involve emotionally in this learning process, I couldn't skip this step. After an 21 pages application form, a personal presentation (PPT), an application pocket filled in and a skype interview, I feel that I'm ...helpless. I got the vote of confidence from KG members... but still the final decision will be taken by Sandra.. the new elect President. I will cant sleep tonight, that's for sure. My next year depends of an YES or NO... or who knows.. maybe my life.
I preferred to not spread the news around , due to the fact that I'm not sure about anything that might be... I feel it close to my heart, and good to not be shared. :) Selfish Lumi...
It's good that I have found that there is an TIG blog and as most of my friends have no idea about this site, I can feel free to post the little temporary secrets I like keeping for myself. :-)
So, this blog wont be about those big and smart ideas, will be simple.. as I am... picturing from time to time spots of my life.
]]> Sun, 25 Mar 2007 12:33:00 EDT http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/172245 http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/172241 Sun, 25 Mar 2007 12:22:00 EDT http://limunitz.tigblog.org/post/172241